HOPING N GET DISAPPOINTED

I FEEL SO REGRET NW...
I SAW U IN D TOILET AFTER SKUL...
BT I ACT I DIN C U...
Y??
DUN ASK ME...I OSO DUNO WAT I THINK NW...
WHEN I LOOKING MYSELF IN D MIRROR...
I FEEL TAT U HV LOOK AT ME A FEW SECONDS...(JZ FEEL)
DUNO WHETHER ITS TRUE O NT...
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RAIN HEAVILY 2DAY...
I STAND IN D MIDDLE OF D FIELD...
N I CRY...
D REASON I STAND IN D MIDDLE OF D FIELD...
SO TAT NOBODY WIL NOE I M CRYING ACTUALLY...
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@ NITE...
I THINK SO MUCH B4 I SMS U...
I THINK SUCH A LONG TIME...
FINALLY...I SMS U ON 8.44pm...
AFTER I SENT D MSG 2 U...
I FALL ASLEEP...
WHEN I WAKE UP...
OREDI 11.36pm...
D 1st I DO IS FIND MY HANDPHONE...
DEN I CHECK MY MSG INBOX...
I SAW 22 UNREAD MSG...
N I START FINDING UR NAME...
FINDING UR MSG...
FINALLY...I DIN C U REPLY MSG...
DUNO WAT PROBZ R U HVING...
>NO TIME??
>NO KREDIT??
>NT FREE??
>AREDI CHANGE HP NO??
>DIN BRING HP TAT TIME??
>U FEEL DUN1 REPLY MY MSG??
I RILI DUNO...
WAITING...WAITING...WAITING...
I KEEP HOPING N HOPING...
HOPE TAT U REPLY MY MSG...
N I REALIZE...
D MORE I HOPE...D MORE I FEEL DISAPPOINTED...
I RILI DUNO WAT 2 DO NW??
I THINK...
I WIL STILL WAITING U REPLY MY MSG...