Halloween Day~

it is halloween day during avlaz day of oct...
rili hope tat i can celebrate a REAL halloween day...
each time i watch movie abt 'halloween'...
i feel so gud...
cz...
can dress myself tat nt rili look lk myself...
den can frenz wif sumbody else "strangers"...
odou it is quite dangerous...
but...
i tink it is fun enuf...
lolxx~
can noe sumbody tnite n forget avthg d nex day n start d normal life agn...
hees~

so...
i lk tiz day quite much~
duno when can i celebrate d REAL halloween neh..?
hmmm~~~~~~~~~~~

anyway..

happy halloween to avbody...

Happy Retirement...

...to Ms Tham & Ms Loo
tday oso is a day of farewell for them..
sum of d societies n clubs wil present smtg on d stage...
including prs too...
means...
i m 1 of them hu present smtg on d stage wif all prs members...

act...i m rili rili tired tday...

but...

i m stil gonna climb up myself n go to skul...

hw sad~

i missed my bus tiz morning...

so...my mum fetch me to skul...
after i reached skul...

i put avthg on my table n line up on d field...

n wait d prefects' permission oni can bec claz...

+seems lk a dog listen to d owner+

den...once i bec clazz...

i straight a way go to my table n remove avthg n slp...

until...8.45am...i wake up...

i climb down n c whether gt ppl practising o nt..?

ok...

odou nobody practise...

i m stil sitting thr n wait..

cz i m too lazy to bec my class...

hees~

no wonder hw lazy i m...

still gonna force myself to go bec my clazz n take avthg down...

nw is 9.37am...

i start make up...

i make up myself wif thick thick layer of make up on my face...

odou i m nt rili lk it...

but atleast it wil remind me tat... i m nt d 1 hu suit u...

tiz is d way to tel myself...

so tat i can 4get u for a while...

i tie my hair into 2 pony tails...

n put a big big ribbon...

wow...

rili look lk a kid...

can u imagine hw i look lk??

lolxx~

when i go canteen wif d look of kid...

avbody look at me..

wow...

wat sud i feel??

proud..?

paiseh..?

cute..?

funny..?

or else..?

luckily Y** absent tday...

if nt...

sure vv paiseh when she look at me...

hehe~

bt...i tink she wont c me agn anymore...

tiz is d laz year n she owiz absent...
after tday...

i tink i wi b owiz absent too...

so...

v hv no chance to c each other d...

so...take k..

duno y...

i m sooooooo enjoy on d stage tday...

haha~

i lov d feel when i stand on d stage...

wif sooooooo many pair of eyes looking us...

it is so exciting~

i duno whether prs's performance gud or nt...
but i tink...

v ady do our bez!!

d laz raptai...

hving d laz raptai b4 d performance...
at d same time...
tday is oso d day for those hu take part in "amc idol competition"
hehe...
i m wonder hu wil b d nex amc idol for amc...

no wonder hu r taking part in amc idol or performance for tmr...
oso muz add butter yea~
v gambateh together...

prs's performance...
hmmm...
i noe tat many ppl rili do their bez jz bcz of tiz performance ge ler...
but...
thr r oso hv a few ppl hu dont gv coorperation...
fine...
of cz v cnt force sumbody to gv coorperation d...
avbody hv their own style...
y muz v force them to do smtg tat i dont rili lk to do it??
odou sumtimes v can force...
but d effect cum out...
wont necessary perfect...
so...jz do bec our own...
ENUF~

panda is going to cacat soon~

my legs sooooooooo pain...
sobx~sobx~
when i walk...feel pain oso...
mayb bcz of...stand 4 a long period...
tats y...pain lk hell nw...
i feel tat i m going to cacat soon...
i hate PAIN!!!!!l
azy to walk odou it is jz a vv vv vv short distance...

my eyes is another big prob 4 me...
ish~~rili sad...bcum panda ady...

i m jz d 1 hu look lk d panda above...

seems lk punch by sumbody...

yerrr~

i m geting uglier n uglier...

hu can help me??

plz~~~~

i wan 2 bcum my own self!!
which nt panda n a soul tat nt blongs to me...

huhuhu~

y u do so~?

y r u soooooooo selfish??
i rili tot tat u r my fren...
but u??
y u owiz judge me?
y u owiz say smtg bhind me?
y u owiz do smtg to hurt me?
is it wat a fren sud b??

tday...
when i m nt here...
u ask ppl sit my place..
ok...fine~
but when i m bec...
u ask me...
"y u cum bec so early??"
wat u mean??
tiz is my place..ok??
u hv no qualify to say so...

wat u wan me to do...
i try my bez to do it 4 u...
bt nw...
i dun tink tat i can cont. do avthg to u...
i duno y...
i m oso wondering abt ur bday party...
sud i go??
sud i bcz of ur bday party n argue wif my mum?
y muz i force myself to do smtg tat i dun rili wan to do??
b4 tiz...
i tink i wil try to memuaskan u no wonder hw hard can it b...
bt nw...
it is impossible...
it is tooooooo late when u realize it...
cz...
avthg hv change~

thr r soooooo many questions running in my mind...
jz bcz of u~

frenz??
d friendship between me n u..
izit pure enuf..?
or mixture..?

i wont pandang rendah myself!!

tday's timetable...
5.30am = wake up!!
6.15am = take a bus...
7.10am = reach skul...
7.25am = start lesson
8.00am = practise d sketch
12.00noon = bec to clas
1.05pm = dismiss
1.47pm = reach my granny's hse
2.15pm = sleep
3.00pm = bath
4.00pm = start working
12.00 mid nite = finish working

my mum owiz spread cold water on me...
owiz says tat...
i cnt tiz...cnt tat...n says i cnt tahan...
wat d ****...
i m ady i big gal...
i m nt ever a smal gal anymore...
y cnt i tahan??
ishhh~
my own mummy oso dun support me...
rili xam tam abt it...
sobxx~
nevermind...
if my mum oso look down on me...
i oso wont look down myself...
cz...
i m d owner of myself...
d most imp is...
hw i look myself..?
izzit??

key missing

i wake up at 11smtg jz nw...
mayb bcz yday is d 1st day i work...
so...
a bit nt biasa...
i wil try to membiasakan myself as soon as possible...
if i m nt biasa it nw...
hw can i going to survive from monday - friday??

Oh My Gosh...
d locker key missing...
i m sket d asst manager scold me...
hw??
god bless me...
hope i can find d key out...

i din bring anythg except hp to work tday...
cz...
no locker 4 me...
hees~
i m nt going to tel d asst manager tat i lost d key...
cz i noe tat...
if i keep on finding...
sure wil find it out...

my 1st working day in my life..

going to skul at 9am...
to discuss abt d performance for Miss Loo n Miss Tham's retirement...
hmmm...
i hope i m nt d 1 hu perform in front of sooooooooo many ppl ler...
summore...
i m sure wil vibrate when i m on d stage...
swt==
wan me to dance wor...
apa la...
i dance...?
OMG~
i sket ppl hu watch me dance...
sure vomit d...
n d hall banjir cz of vomit...
ish~
rili duno wat to do...

later...
i m going to work...
tday is my 1st working day in my life...
i m so sket..panic..happy..excited..n many many...
it is wat a complicated feelings i had rite nw...
lolxx~
ok...i m ready to accept d challenges...

Gambateh...bobo!!

zi xin...

is d 1 hu accompany me...

hees~

v working together...

v laugh together...

v malu together...

v sent food to customers together...

v hv dinner together...

n many many more...

1st...

i go in d MP alone...

cz zi xin nt reach MP yet...

so...gonna faced alone...

den...

d asst manager...

he ask me to change d uniform...

after tat...

he gv me a locker's key...

ask me to put avthg inside d locker...

n i...

jz follow...

after tat...

zi xin appear~~

yes...

i m feel better...

d 1st thg tat d asst manager asks us to do is...

to wipe d plates...

den...

after finished wiping...

me n zi xin go n ask d asst manager...

tat wat sud v do?

den...d asst manager find sumthg to me n zi xin...

i m going to wipe d window...

n zi xin going to sweep d floor...

at nite...

sumbody cum here...

sumbody i mean is...

duno boss or manager...

he ask d asst manager to teach me hw to b a cashier...

wow...

i m new to MP...

tday is d 1st day i work here...

wan me to bcum cashier??

too weird ler...

bt...i wil try my bez...

i did a mistake...

i 4get to return d kredit card to d customers...

den...

i tel d asst manager...

den d asst manager show me his face tat ful of fire~

sket me...

my tears drop after he leave...

i try nt to cry...

cz...i noe i muz b brave...

ok...

i wil sabar...

gonna wait till 12 midnite...

oni can leave...

quite enjoy my 1st working day...

hope...

d nex 59 days wil keep me safe...

sharing is happiness

jo ann..zi xin n bobo...
going parade agn...
walao...
1week duno hw many times v go parade ady...
seems lk parade is our 2nd home...
hehe~
hmmm...

i bring french fries to skul tday...
den 5 of us share it...
odou it is nt enuf to eat...
atleast v r happy...
sumtimes no nid to much of thg...
ady can memuaskan...

after tat...
v go marrybrown...
zi xin n i sharing a cup of pepsi...
share agn...

i found tat...
sharing rili can bring happiness to me...
hehe...
duno is it i m happy tday...
cz i hv finished my 2 devil weeks of exam...
final exam ends...avthg seem PERFECT!!
it is real...
i can feel it 100%...

sardin fishes~

zi xin bec home earlier tday...
cz her mum cum n fetch her sis bec...
so...bring zi xin bec together...
after tat...
zi xin wait me n jo ann..
den...
her daddy fetch us together to her mum office...
wow...
me..jo ann..zi xin..ching li..
bcum ikan sardin ady...
lolxx~
d sun is sooooooooo hot tat day...
make me pening...
after tat...

4 little sardin going to hv their lunch at mamak stall...
2 of d sardins...
zi xin n ching li...
look alike...rite?

after tat...

v r going to parade agn...

for looking a present for my mum...

cz...tday is my mum's big day...

i hv bought smtg bling bling to her...

hope she wil lk it...

lolxx...

feel so alone!!

sudden feel tat i m so lonely...
feel tat i need sumbody to care me...love me...
all my frenz oso hv their own bf n gf ler...
hw abt me??
i m stil alone here...
waiting n waiting...
hoping sumbody to cum into my life...
my heart 4 sell nw...
hu is d owner of my heart..?
i need a shoulder when i m sad..crying...
i need a pair of ears to listen d sound of my inner world...
i need a heart which rili love me...
tats all...

1st day for me n him...

i skip my tt tday...
cz of joann n lazy..
hehe...
hmm...
go parade wif joann n yuanlin..
b4 tat...
3 of us r sitting in d marrybrown...
without order food...
v jz sit thr...
joann wait 4 her bf to cum...
bobo keep on panic...
cz...tday is d 1st day for us to shop together...(he n bobo)
he is quite paiseh...
jz lk joann's bf..
i m wondering y nowadays...boys malu than girl...
bt atleast he is more brave than joann's bf...
cz he cum n find me 1st..
lolxx~
after tat...
joann walk wif her bf...
me walk wif him..
yuanlin...walk bside me..
tiz is wat v done...
hmmm...
he n me planing to ask 4 d job...
bt failed...
no more vacancy...
sad lur...
RM5 per hour fly away from me ady...
yum gong...
after tat...
2 of us quite disappointed...
cz of d job...
nvm...mayb...v wil work at MP together...
hehe~
after tat...
he saw his fren...
den...bt i act duno...
n i ask him to go n walk wif her fren...
n he straight a way walk...
wat la...
gudbye oso din hv err...
at d same time...
yuanlin gonna bec her dad's kilang...
they throw me alone in d parade...
so...
i walk alone in d parade lk a sor poh...
odou quite XIENZZ~bt...quite enjoy ler...
cz...i m ful of freedom...
hahaxx~

argue owiz..

my hse extreme bising tday...
WTF!!
seems lk avbody in my hse going to b crazy...(nt included me)
smtg happen between my uncle..mum n bro...
they owiz lk to argue each other...
haiz...
rili no eyes to c...
unfortunately...i m d 1 hu owiz gv ppl pul me to d water...
n my mum n uncle wil start say me...
i m going to dying...
ishhh~
rili hate...

my bro...
ady 14 years old...
say big? nt big enuf..
say smal? nt smal at all..
stil dun1 to listen wat d adults say...
owiz lk to argue...

i hv no more idea to care my bro at all..
no energy ler...

my mum n uncle...
both ages oso nt small ady la...
stil wanna vs wif my bro...
total of their age almost reach 100 ady...
stil behave lk young ppl...
owiz lk to argue...
my uncle...
oso another 1...
ntg to argue...
find thg to argue...
wat la...
rili no more thg to do le meh??
so free...

haiz...
no more gas to say them ler...

dun they feel bored??
owiz listen to d same thg thru d same voice...
ish...
i wan to leave d home asap la...
god...bless...me

my body battery jz left 3%...
gonna charge later..

nt rili gud in mood...

duno wat happen on me tday...
since wake up till nw...
jz feel moody...
feel wan to cry...bt cnt...
tiz kind of feeling...
rili enuf suffer...
i sms sum of my frenzz...
bt...nobody reply me...
mayb they all r busy ler...
hmmm...
gonna pas d moody day alone...
fine...
I M NT ALONE...
BCZ...
LONELINESS ARE OWIZ ACCOMPANY ME...
ok...
i tink i wil b fine later...
but...
i hope i can b happy forever...

realise smtg...
frenz wil nt b bside me all d time...
odou "sis"..oso cnt pui me av mins...
so...avthg muz depends on myself...
i muz b berdikari...
so tat...i can paz thru avthg alone...

*moody bobo*

my look during deepavali..

i wear saree go out tday...
bcz it is deepavali...
so...
wanna make myself special tday...
so...
i wear saree tday...
after tat...
go out wif my mum n bro...
oni i realised tat..
i m so special tday..
when i walk on d road n buy thgs...
avbody look at me..
apa la...
avbody din c chinese girl wear saree b4 meh??
ish...
they rili 少见多怪..
i tink oso cnt blame them geh...
mayb i m toooooooooo cute ady...
so...they cnt remove their attention from me jek...
hmmm...
bt...i love my look tday..
haha~
i look lk white indian...
hehe...
avbody say so...
lolxx~

1 of d days without skul...

deepavali eve...
i m jz hv 2 indian fren...
so...hope them(vishnupriya n sarmila) happy deepavali larh...
happy owiz~
no skul...
wasai...
wat a syok day 4 me...
hehe...
i love holiday so much...
but...
oni thg is...
holiday wil make me tink so much of thg...
i rmb wat she said to me during moon cake festival...
i rmb tat i got to exam nex week..(5 days)
n many many more...
yday...
gt sumbody 暗示 me smtg...
bt i act duno...
he said he love a girl...
i ask him hu is d lucky girl tat love by him...
he said i wil noe later...
n so on...
i noe i m d girl...
he is ady too 明显 d...
tats y i noe it...
bt...i sket tat i cnt gv him 100% of my heart...
i noe it is nt adil to him...
so...i act duno...
hmmm...
i duno hw long can i act...
i dun1 him to get hurt cz of me...
bcz i noe tat...
hurt by sumbody rili suffer...
odou it seems ok...
bt it wil left a wound tat lasts forever n ever...

tats all 4 nw...

oni 1 question i ans..

i started feel tat i din hv tat kind of brain to study acc anymore...
exam acc tday..
5 questions..mesti jawab...
but...i m jz ans 1 question of 5..
it is Lembaran Kerja
hmm...
wil b kill by my acc teacher during discussing ans of acc...
omg...
rili cnt imagine tat hw is my acc teacher going to treat me...
trick or treat??
jz waiting for it...

i hate pengintip..!
those ppl lk to spy me n say my thg out...
rili hate u all...
u better keep ur mouth shut...
fakers~ haters~ fuckers~ bitches~
all r failure..!!

my brain gotta boooom soon

sej paper rili hard...
hard!!! hard!!! hard!!!
it seems lk moon language...
tat human cnt und at all...

even 1 question...
i oso dun und...
odou i squeeze my brain hard oso cnt tink out an ans...
i tink...
my sej is hopeless...
feel so sad...
cz of my lazy attitude...
sobz~

i m jz simply tembak...
hope all correct...
i noe i m dreaming n it is impossible...
lolxx~
nvm ler...

i ady putus asa ler...

jz finished doing 伴"娘"

shopping wif my fren at parade tday...
shopping for..?
relax?? nope
buy thg?? nope
looking for holidays job?? nope
den wat?? accompany my fren to meet her boyfren..
hahaxx~
y i m d 1 hu owiz accompany ppl??
being such light bulb??
hmmm...i tink i oso duno d ans...
tday is d 1st day my fren meet her new boyfren...
so...i accompany her...
jz sket sumbody hurt her...
i dun 1 her to being hurt agn...
laz time she ady suffer a lotss...
hope...tiz guy wont make my fren sad ler lk laz time...
bobo wish they 2 owiz happy la...
n oso forever together...
bt...i m stil wana advice my fren tat dun put so much heart on him 1st...
if nt...she is d 1 hu get hurt d most...
d thg i sket is...
tiz guy is her ex boyfren's fren...
i bimbang tat her ex wanna balas dendam...
n find sumbody to tipu my fren's feeling...
mayb is i tink too much ler...
anyway...
be careful la...my fren...

dun make d same mistake lk me...
if nt...
u r d 1 hu hurt d most...

urghhh~~~

d thg tat i study...
din cum out in d exam tday...
rili sad lur...
i ady add many petrol laz nite...
bt...
it doesnt work at all in d exam tday...
BI paper 2...
hmmm...
stil ok la...
EA paper...
i tink i m totally dead...
i cnt even und d EA paper...
can i passed d 2 paper tat i exam tday??

after skul...
ching li...zi xin...poh ee...
going to MP...
bt nt 4 lunch...
is to pass up form...
hmmm...
i heard ppl said tat d gaji is RM50 perday...
bt...it is jz RM3.20 per hour...
huhuhu...
wat a disappointed thg to me...
after pass up d form...
my mum fetch us go to d parade...
me n zi xin is looking for job...+extra+
ching li is juz d 1 hu accompany us...
act...i m sket...
bt...i c zi xin look so relax...
so...i m oso happy go lucky ady...
walk up n down...
walk here n thr...
den...
when v c d VACANCY outside d F.O.S
hak sei me...
RM5 per hour...
wow...look syok izit??
bt...
no freedom lea...

M.P vs F.O.S
which 1 better??

Exam Timetable..

nice o nt??

my exam timetable...

i did it myself d...

luv it soooooo much..

lolxx~

hmmm...

gonna face d stupid exam starting from tmr ler...

i m so panic nw...

eat rice or eat porridge...

oso gotta c d final exam result...

cnt ply ply jor...

but hor...

till nw oso havent finish my revision for tmr lea...

i tink i wil die asap...

sobz~

i m speechless tday

i feel dun 1 to say anythg tday...
even single word oso lazy to say...
wat happen to me??

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she ponteng tday~~

bobo is ponteng tday...
bcz she ady retired...
bcz...
thr r sumbody to accompany jo ann...
so...
jo ann wont need her ady...
tats y she din go to skul tday...
bt...she look more busy than skul day...
she wake up at 8 smtg in d morning...
n return d DvD to her auntie at my grandma's hse...
den...sit thr 4 a while...
feel a bit hungry...
so she rides bicycle to buy won tan mee near her grandma's hse...
after breakfast...
she bec home for her bathe...
den...follow her mum fetch her bro go jj wif his fren...
after tat...an uncle invite her mum for lunch...
she dun1 to lunch wif d uncle...
so...she prefer to go skul n accompany swa swa
while waiting zi xin cum out from skul...
when av1 cum out...
they look at her wif "special eye"
especially ppl hu noe her...
they gv such a big responce...
my gosh...
she tink whole world noe she is ponteng ady ler...
sobz~sobz~
2pm...
her mum bring her go gai gai n look for new furniture agn...
hmmm...
quite sienx n tired...
but rili enjoy lo...
tot tat 5.15pm gt singing lessons...
hu noe...
d lessons canceled n her sir 4gt to inform her...
rili zha dou...rite??

lame day~

thr r 11 girls absent in my class tday...
tiz time...is nt including me...
wakaka~~
1st time 4 me to present when others r absent...
bside tat...
i feel tat d girls who absent r sooooo clever...
cz...whole day in skul...
feel so lame...
jz 2 periods hving lessons...
other than tat...
no more...
v jz do our revision by ourselves...
tats all...
summore...
tiz is nt d main point...
d main point for me to cum to skul tday..............
is accompany my fren..pity jo ann..
haiz...
nt bcz of her...
i tink i wont go to skul tday...
hmmm...
cz...zi xin n toon toon n crystal r nt going to skul...
so...i tink jo ann wil b alone...
so...
i prefer accompany her tday...
nvm...atleast i m happy tday ler...
cz...finally i saw her in d skul...
tat means ntg happen on her n she is safe...
after skul...
go n wait jo ann's daddy at d shop opp skul...
i saw her waiting sumbody to fetch her bec...
she looks so moody n tired..
duno y...
after tat...
i m stil accompany jo ann bec her home...
n her dad bought sum chicken rice for me as lunch...
yummy~
den her dad fetch me bec to skul agn...
n me...cont my revision but my heart duno fly whr ady...
tats me...
sudden form 3 girls jz finished their exam at 4pm tday...
they look extreme high...
hehe...
jz lk me laz time when i was form 3...
miss tat time so much...but hate d feeling of exam even more..

yeehaa!!

form 3 girls r hving their PMR tday n onwards...
shhhhhhhh...
my class is jz nex to d exam hall...
so...whole class gonna keep our mouth shut a few days until finished exam...
huhu...
i m almost bisu ady...
me..zi xin..jo ann..toon toon..n crystal hving our "group discussion"
v all discuss smtg abt ghost n plans after final exam...
wakaka...
so syok...
v r planning to go genting together...
hope tiz plan wont disappointed me...

abt 4 smtg in d afternoon...
zi xin invite me to go genting wor...
haha...lagi happy...
my mum allow too...
hehe~~
lov it so much...
i wanna play as much as i can...
nw...i jz hope to hv revision n take gud result for my mum...
tats all...
so...goodbye...
wanna study ady...
update agn 2mr...

miss u lotzz~

long time din c u in skul ler...
since after spm trial...
i jao din c u till nw...
hmmm~~
quite miss u err...
r u absent or wat??
my ex-clasmate ask me abt u tday...
quite excited when i listen ur name...
my ex-classmate say tat...
a teacher wanna c u...
hmm...
i tink d teacher is going to ask u...
smtg abt performance during miss loo n miss tham's retirement..
i tink tiz is d laz chance for me to c u on d skul stage...
after tiz...i tink no chance ady...
no wonder whr u r...
i m stil support u d...
gambateh yo!

bjhdgqcwryerpopojkjuygiyhilcuiyliuhjoje

Time wasted!!

omg~~
time rili wasted...
stay in d skul 4 7 hours a day...
especially monday...
is d most suckz day of d week...
wasting my time whole day long...
ish~~~
study at home better than facing d useless ppl in d skul(teachers)..
i m so malang tday...
gv d stupid teachers write my name in d buku ponteng twice 4 tday...
WTF!!
1. tidak membuat/menyiapkan kerja rumah/sekolah (R:12)
2.tidak bekerjasama dengan guru (S:08)
total demerit of tday is 6 marks...
hmm...rili pity...
duno izit bcz prob of d mood tday...
hving nt rili gud mood...
so...feel syok after demerit~
tats nt my style normally...
i m so abnormal tday...


feeling emo too

sunday=suckzday

damn bored...
hmm~
ntg to do...
except sms...
ish~
exam is walking towards me...
huhu~
sket sket neh...
gonna take care my grandma later for a few hours..
den...
going pasar malam alone at nite...
stil gonna go to skul tmr...
haiz~
rili hope i can escape avthg tat make me suffer...
wish to leave d earth...
n go other planet to live alone...
or mayb escape tiz town for a little while...
atleast let me HAPPY..
tats all...
thx jo ann n toon toon for accompany me yday nite...
i lov u..girls~
lets rockzz together for our own happiness!!

中秋节"快乐"

中秋節快樂
快樂？
為什麼她感覺不到快樂呢？
她已經盡量把自己弄得快了些
可是
她不是真正的快樂
有些事情
她想了好久
不知是否要祝福你
想了一整天
终于放下心头大石
結果她就線一封關於中秋的短訊給你
想了那麼久
還不只是為了一封短訊
何必想太久？
她也不清楚
一封短訊已寄出。 。
結果
她得到了什麼？
她得到的是一個不是你所打來的電話和兩封冷冰冰的短訊
她當時沒有接聽你的電話
不是因為她不要
而是因為她在哭泣和不想讓別人聽到她哭泣的聲音
然而
你告訴她什麼？
你說那個電話是你朋友打來的
哦~那麼好噢
你朋友竟然會打電話給她。 。
換成是你，會嗎？
你還告訴她
不用再回复你了
是什麼意思？ ？
是今天？以後？還是永遠的永遠？都不必回复你。 。
算了吧
反正她對你來說
也只不過是比灰塵還要渺小的東西，沒錯吧？
她把你當成是她無所不談得好朋友，
應該也是她一廂情願的事罢了~

bear~

hmmm~~~
i bought a bear bear to xiao za bo "kai li" as bday present...
i bring it to skul tday...
i tink
tday is d 1st day of my life...i bring bear bear to skul...
i din try to bring bear bear 2 skul b4 tiz...
hoho~~
i hv break my record...
luckily no spot check...
if nt...rili paiseh...

i take tiz pic yday nite...
hehe~
cute bear??
umm...mayb...
but i hope kai li wil love it ler...
cz...
i find it quite difficult lea...
find here find thr...
find anywhr...
finally...
王天不负有心人..

lets take a pic together...
d bear bear wif ribbon is mine...
hmmm...i lk it so much...
i received tiz bear bear when my bday...
hehe~
cute oso rite...?
no wonder d bear bear cute or nt...
i m loving it too...

when i gv tiz bear to kai li...

another xiao za bo"banana" saw it...

n she feel cemburu wor...

omg...

make me keep on swt_ing..

hehe~

nvm ler...

i wil buy smtg more special to her nex year...

banana...

dun sad ya...

i gv u hug hug...

wan?

moody

hving oral test wif my group members during BI lessons..
erm...
my group is d 6th group...
so...
it is our turn tday...
my heart beats sooooo fast...
when i stand in front of my classmates...
i m vibrating lk my fon...
den...after a few mins...
i din feel vibrations ady...
mayb bcz i m ady biasa ler...
hehe~~
anyway...
i din do well in d oral test...
my teacher owiz ask sum ques
n make me squeezing my brain a lotzz...
ish~~
rili malu...
cz i gv her d ans tat doesnt make sense...
but...
it is funny..
n i lk it...
i prefer to bcum a clown n make ppl laugh more...

==========================================
MY FRIED...
my friend told me smtg...
she said...
she is thinking to change skul nex year...
i m so shock when i heard abt tiz...
i rili sad...
i dun1 to lose her as my classmate...
i cnt concentrate during EA lessons...
i m jz tinking abt sum reason for her nt to change...
can her dont go away...
r she take it so easy to leave d skul which keep our sweet memories??


为什么每当我把某某人当作好朋友时...
都会有不好的东东发生呢??
一个又酱，两个又酱...
难道你们进入我的世界,
是要告诉我"寂寞"的意思吗??