finally...i appear in skul..

i go skul by wearing a mask...

so tat i wont spread my virus 2 anybody...

bt...no use~

my classmates sket of me..

sket i hv h1n1...

when i reach skul...

i say "hello" to avbody

then they tot i hv h1n1 jz bcz i din go 2 skul 4 exam...

n i was sick tat time...

they treat me lk a ET...

terrible lk hell...
i heart break sudd...

so...

i feel so lonely...

no ppl accompany me...

its feel vv bad..

m i rili deserve it??

i need fren at tiz time...

bt....nobody~

i m emoing tiz whole day in skul...

i m nt enjoy it at all...

bt i din put my feels on my face...

i dun1 2 let u noe i m lonely..

life is suckzz enuf...

i hope tat i m a flower nw...

atleast it wil attract sumbody...

when u all treat me lk tat...

u all wont noe hw i feels atleast u feels it...

u cnt c...

bt...act my heart r bleeding inside...

i rili hate u...

frens??

wat 4..?
i m wondering...

y when i need frenz...

u all owiz nt b bside me..

n i muz paz thru avthing ALONE...

cry..gt meaning??

so...i prefer smile in front of u...

n cry in my room...

nw i noe...

LIFE rili nt tat easy...

sumbody may break ur heart...

odou u dun hope it happens on u...

no frenz...
i m stil can cont. my life as better as i can...
i dun think tat i wil wont live bcz of u...
tats all...