hate today~

i hv lost everything...
Strengh is ntg more than hw well i hide my pain...
watever on earth possessed you..
to make this bold decision..
i guess u dun need me..
while whispering those words..
i cried lk a baby..
hoping u would care..
but...
u no need to preach..
u dun hv to care me..
all d time..
bcz my heart is stil broken..
my soul is frozen..
stil watching the rain to fall..
forever standing in d cold all alone..
i'll stay here to d end..
another day to start..
another day to break my heart..
wif luv..no romance..
d fragile pieces of my soul..
belongs to............
i hate to feel it anymore..
i wish i couldn't feel it at all..
d msg tat i wanna send to my fren...
bt...ng xiu xam sent to u...
OMG..so malu..=.=
i m stil rmb smtg tat u said to me laz time...
u say...
no wonder wat happen...
u wil k me..n oso balas dendam if thr r sumbody bully me...
i rili terharu when u say tat to me...
tday...
thr r sumbody tat i duno sms me n kacao me agn...
but...u dun noe...
i oso duno hw can i let u noe...
if i let u noe...
i sket u wil tink smtg else or mayb misund...
so i dun dare to tel u abt it...
hope u wil feel it...
bt i noe...it is impossible 4 u to feel it..
i hv a bit bit of moody tday...
bt...thr r no 1 4 me to chat wif...
i duno wat to do...
i hv lost direction...