i wont pandang rendah myself!!

tday's timetable...
5.30am = wake up!!
6.15am = take a bus...
7.10am = reach skul...
7.25am = start lesson
8.00am = practise d sketch
12.00noon = bec to clas
1.05pm = dismiss
1.47pm = reach my granny's hse
2.15pm = sleep
3.00pm = bath
4.00pm = start working
12.00 mid nite = finish working

my mum owiz spread cold water on me...
owiz says tat...
i cnt tiz...cnt tat...n says i cnt tahan...
wat d ****...
i m ady i big gal...
i m nt ever a smal gal anymore...
y cnt i tahan??
ishhh~
my own mummy oso dun support me...
rili xam tam abt it...
sobxx~
nevermind...
if my mum oso look down on me...
i oso wont look down myself...
cz...
i m d owner of myself...
d most imp is...
hw i look myself..?
izzit??